Bye Bye "grandma"

Last Friday afternoon, grandma-in-law i.e. hubby's maternity grandma past away at the age of 93.

Mother-in-law was extremely sad, she even fainted twice in the hospital. She didn't inform me that grandma was in icu cause she never like to bother others so much. Hubby sms me the news from Singapore on Thursday night after receiving call from cousin Eng Keat who asked us to "on standby" as grandma condition was critical.

For me, maybe is a good thing that grandma past on, as she has been suffering for quite sometime after the last time she fell & broke her arm. Think of the brighter side, she is in peace now, no more pain...

I wish you were here

Star light,
Star bright,
First star I see tonight...
I wish I may,
I wish I might,
Have the wish I wish tonight!!

I met a girl once,
she flashed me a smile
and I got to know her.

She started talking and laughing
and I got excited over her.
She listened and she showed concern
and I got attracted to her.

She touched my heart...
and I fall in love with her:)

She said "I love You"
and I wana pamper her,
take good care of her
and lover her forever.

NOW....
she is away, I just wished...
she will always be MINED!!
cause without you here, my heart felt so empty:(

Pictures paint a thousand Words

Congratulation Mr and Mrs Chin Karl Wai
S.H.E?

Fair & Lovely?
Lame king - Mr Lau
My favourite DoraemOng
thank you for all the help
A nice picture

(Calvary Church)My form six bestmates

(Mache)
left to right: hubby, me(ah sei), yeo lek(ah dai), heuy shin(ah yee), yi hsu(ah sam), tau wei

September

Didn't realise that I haven't been updating my post for some time. As I mentioned in the previous post, is really difficult to juggle between work, family, friends & studies. Worst still, I'm here alone without hubby...

At work:
-16hours of teaching load is actually not so bad
-but I hate marking the lab reports (7 classes) & tests (200+ students)
-the worst was marking the final exam scripts (cross marking about 600 scripts among 4 lecturers)
** Thank God, everything is over. Now waiting eagerly for the next semester

At university:
-my brain is totally blank after 14 weeks of lecture (who to blame?)
-one of my lecturer can't speak proper English & always (1 week once) give assignments
-the other lecturer is ok but all of us too busy copy notes, rather than listen to him
-final exam is in 1 month time, I really need to speed up in my revision
-others said that master students should be more independent and do lots of self-study. So, why should we pay so much of tuition fees? Why not only pay the exam fees?
** Please God, I wish I won't fail my exam!!

At home:
-by law, I'm married. So i'm currently having 2 home-my parents & in-laws
-hubby is working in Singapore, he promise to come home at least once a month
-he sms, call, email, msn me every day
-in fact, he came home last week:)
-brother doing well in Macau, his girlfriend also working in the same hotel

Friends:
-Last Saturday, I attended my secondary school mate church wedding
-bride: my secondary schoolmate, bridegroom: my secondary schoolmate & my brother primary classmate
-Sadly, her dad past away a week after the wedding (lung cancer)
-hope they are coping well

To: Sian Lerk

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Sian Lerk

Happy Birthday to you

you are born in the zoo

with the monkeys and kangaroos

you are one of them too:)

**May all your dreams come true
& All the best in everything you do!!

OUCH!! is hurt...

I got a huge ulcer on my tongue, is hurt whenever I move my tongue. Thus, I don't have the mood to talk or eat.

Recently, I have rejected lots of my colleagues' "invitation" such as lunch, dinner, karaoke etc etc. In fact, I just said "NO" to Liz for today lunch, most probably I'll say "NO" too for their karaoke session tomorrow. Hopefully, they won't think that I'm anti-social and thus develope hard feeling between us. Honestly, I really don't mean to spoilt our strong relationship, how I wish we can be like the older days.

I'm not in the mood to join all these happy occassions, but I did try my best to enjoy yesterday office party! I guess this is because of the absent of hubby and the assignments loaded by my master degree lecturers. I feel so sorry for my supervisor as my final year project have not much progress. If only God can gives me more than 24hours a day, then I can divide my time equally to everyone!!

Yesterday I sms brother in Macau as I was very down & have noone else to talk to. We exchanged several sms and encouraged each other to be strong for this transition period. He miss us alot, but luckily his girfriend who also got a job in the same hotel as an accountant is flying over later. He told me that although he earn much more in term of money but he has lost all the family love which is priceless!! Both of us shed tears...

House is so quiet without hubby, I no longer have the urge to go home early everyday. I have been thinking a lot lat night, I cried myself to bed... This morning I cleaned our house thoroughly before I left to work, the different was darling is not there to help me anymore...

All the while I thought I'm strong & tough, I'm so ashame of myself for not able to live "normally" once hubby left to Singapore.

Bye Darling

I sent hubby to Corus Hotel cause he is leaving to Singapore for work. We reached there about 9.30a.m. but the bas only arrived at 9.50a.m. My tears just "rushed out" uncontrolly when hubby said 'bye bye'. Actually, I try my best to control my tears, cause I don't want hubby to leave while worrying about me.

Believe it or not?? I cried throughout the journey, from the hotel to office. However, I need to tidy up myself cause I have 2 meeting to attend later.Hopefully, I'll get over this transition period.

Love you darling!! All the best in your new job. Muak, Muak!

Need not worry about me, I promise to be good:)

Take good care of yourself.