Memories

29 March 2006

A date that I won't forget-I involved in a snatch theft incident & I was seriously injured. refer to the photo

I was teaching in a primary school in Sentul, it was a temperory position after I came back from UK. After class, I packed my stuffs & said goodbye to all the teachers, then head toward the lrt station which is not too far away.

I happily crossed the main road and can't wait to meet up with my love one who waited patiently in Maluri station. Throughout the journey, I saw lots of parents and their kids (a few schools in that area), not to mention those who having their lunch break.

My parents, especially my mum warn me constantly regarding the danger out there since I have left Malaysia for 18months. I clinged my bag on the right (which is away from traffic), due to hot weather umbrella on my left. All of a sudden, I felt a strong push from behind. The next thing I knew, I was on the tar road & blood dripping down from 'somewhere' (really no idea where). Everything happened so fast, I have no idea what's going on & I was seriously injured.

A motorcyclist (punjabi guy, about 40 years old) came from the opposite direction told me that I was being snatched & he also apologized for not able to view the registration number. Lots of cars drove through (remember! this is a main road), all of them actually slow down their vehicles & show their 'concern' about this incident. (the proper word: kepoci) When the punjabi guy (he can't cause his primary school daughter is with her on the bike) asked them to send me to the nearest clinic/hospital, all of them claimed that they were very busy. At that moment, I was so upset & felt sorry for being a Malaysian. (I guess you know why) However, I didn't cry or shout at all duirng the whole incident.

At the end, the Punjabi guy sent me back to my school which is just across the road. Thank God for sending him to help me and sorry for leaving blood stain on his daughter's uniform. He dropped me in front of the entrance & I walked toward the headmistress's room. All the staffs were shocked & helped to stop the bleeding, they then sent me to the nearest clinic.

At the same time, my dad rushed to the school without knowing what had happened. He nearly cry when he first saw me, he holded back his tears as he don't want to feel ashame in front of all my female teachers. He then drove me to my family gp for a thorough check up. My doctor cleaned my wounds with acid & did some simple test on me. After that, I looked into the mirror for the first time after the accident, I looked horrible:(

My mum & boyfriend waited with worries at home. They cried!! After a while, my mum 'dry cleaned' me. (can't wet the wounds) I didn't report to the police cause I can't recall anything at that moment. According to my doctor, due to shock I must have unconcious for a split seconds.

The next few weeks, mum, boyfriend and younger brother took turn to 'babysit' me and dad sent me to doctor for follow up treatments. Not forget, the phobia that still haunt me till now! However, thank God that I'm fully recover now:)

27 March 2007

I went back home about 9pm, after an eating session (Kajang satay) with my fellow collegues at office. My neighbour parked his car at my lot, I have no choice but to packed in front of my house. (don't like to park it this way cause this will block my dad's car from leaving/entering my house)

When I was about to turn, I realised a motorbike is just next to me. I'm thankful for not making a rush turning without signal, if not I will have knocked him down. After they (2 young Malay) left I parked my car. Suddenly, one of them walked near to my car and tried to open my door. (passenger side) Luckily, my engine is still on, so my door is locked too. He then ran toward the motorbike and flew away.

Again, everything happen too fast, I don't know how to respond. I was shocked and sat in the car for a few minutes before I 'awake'. Believe it or not, my dad was there when this incident happened. Also, my neighbour's house was packed with relatives & friends for prayer.

Be alert & careful wherever & whenever you are!!

28 March 2007

In the afternoon, my mum saw a 30+ years old Indonesian smashed my neighbour's window (car) and took her briefcase. According to my mum, he has been wandering up & down the street before he did the crime, later flew away with his partner who was waiting at the junction.

29 March 2007

star light, star bright, first star I see tonight

I wish I may I wish I might, have a wish I wish tonight

"I'll get rid of my phobia asap & this kind of social crime will decrease to zero soon"

I'm sorry

sometime when something bad happen
sorry ain't the word best spoken
let not your heart be frighten
cause all I ask is for you to listen
whatever you do will always be forgiven:)

however, before you get mistaken

you may be forgiven
but never forgotten
just like a vase that is broken
can never again look and feel golden
and sorry don't mean the pain will not return:(

My Choice

I can't choose my family
I can't choose when I was born
I can't choose when I will die

but
I can choose who I want to spend my life with

and
I choose you
You and only you alone can make my life:)

Maybe

Maybe I can't provide you with security now
Maybe I didn't show enough commitment
Maybe lots of things I didn't do
Maybe my best don't meet your expectation
but I'm trying to improve for you

Maybe I always give you false hope
Maybe I keep dissapointing you
Maybe I didn't sacrifice for you
Maybe I wasn't there at night time eachtime
Maybe I wasn't sharing with you enough
but....

Only You!

Long long time ago in a far far away place, lived a king who has a beautiful princess. One day the king decided it’s time for her to get married but there was one problem…

The king called upon all princes, general and wise men. Whoever was the smartest will marry the lovely princess. So, they did all sort of tricks but still the king was unhappy.

Until a young man came and said, “I can make this rock float in the air.” And everyone laugh at him but the king asked him to go on. So, how did he make the rock float in the air?

The young man wrapped the rock with a cloth, hammered the rock to pieces and ashes. He then opened up the cloth and blew the powder away. True enough; the rock is now floating in the air.

As promised, the young man marry the lovely princess and they live happily ever afterJ

Moral of the story: If there’s someone who can make me fall like the rock in love (not stairs), then melt my heart away and make my heart float all over, she has to be….YOU!

Bad, Worse, Worst

when bad thing happen to us
we like to look for someone or something to blame
but what's more important is we learn from it
and never let it happen to us again

No worries:)

when things seem unclear and laughter dissappear
let not your fear and tears appear
if you ever need some support and cheer
count on me and I will be right here

Isn't & Is

Love isn’t about receiving,
Love is about giving.

Love isn’t about being alone,
Love is about being together.

Love isn’t about holding back,
Love isn’t about being calculating,
Love isn’t about being a burden,
Love just isn’t…

Love is pure,
Love is sacrificial,
Love is joy,
Love is being able to put the person before yourself…

When I say “I love you”
I mean all the above:)

1000

A thousand words paint a picture
A thousand pictures paint an experience
A thousand experiences paint a journey to your heart...

Lesson for Today (part 8)

each morning,
the leaves are covered with dew and
the early bird uncovered the grains so few
as the flowers recover from their night curfew
i know someday i will discover the best of you

To: Audrey & Karl

To celebrate your marriage

registration
I sent you my

congratulation
May the night to come be a time of

satisfaction
May you find the pink panties to be a real

seduction
In the midst of your

passion
Remember the red condom-the ultimate

protection
Anyway I hope my gifts bring you endless

sensation

Colours

They say love is pure as white,
I know because I love you with all my might.
Why can’t love be yellow?
Cause my love for you runs deep not shallow.
Will love ever be orange?
It may be strange, but my love for you has never change.
To everyone, love has always been red,
To me, it’s you that I want to hug, kiss and date.
I know too that love can be pink,
After all it’s your heart that I want to link.
Will love ever be considered purple?
It’s just that my love runs a little deeper.
If love can turn to blue,
Then you know I love you, it’s true.
Even if love turns green,
You will be the girl I always dream.
Someday love can be brown,
But I still love you round and round.
And why can’t love be black?
I love you and I miss you, thank God you are back!!

Lesson for Today (part 7)

I don't know much about the river Nile
cause I only study about nucleophile (chemistry lecturer)

but do tell me then,
is it worthwhile for me to walk a mile
just to catch your lovely smile

Wonder...

I wonder if relationship is like the RAIN
When the rain come in the day and we all get wet, then it’s bad
But when it rain at night while we are in bed then it become good

I wonder if love is a GAME
You get very excited when you learn to play
But after sometime you get tired and go home to rest

Maybe love is an EXAM
Sometime you pass, sometime you fail
But in order to get an A, you will have to work really hard at it

Perhaps love is like CLIMBING a mountain
You keep moving to the top
But once you are at the top there’s nothing else left to do

I guess relationship is like SMS
You sometime don’t get what you expect
Your thoughts, your emotions are delayed, lost or misplaced
Love can at time be non-spontenous

hmm... I really wonder when will my darling gives me a 'surprise'

Lesson for Today (part 6)

whenever your phone beep,
you grab it quick &
you can't resist the urge to click
am I turning you into into a sms addict??
cause each time you can't seem to quit

Strive for it!!

A wise old man throws a handkerchief on the floor and says to his student, “Try picking up that handkerchief.” Immediately, the boy bent down and picks it up.

However, the old man throws the handkerchief to the ground and says loudly, “Try picking up the handkerchief.” The boy was surprised but again he picks it up and hand it to the old man.

Yet the old man drops the handkerchief on the floor again and repeats the same words. This time the boy carefully picks up the handkerchief and put it in the man’s hand. The old man let go his hand so the handkerchief end up on the floor.

The boy, a little angry and says, “Why? I did what you say three times and each time I did no wrong!” Somehow the old man laughs and replies, “I say try picking up the handkerchief. So, how can you actually try? You either pick it up or you don’t, there’s no need to try.”

Moral of the story: The handkerchief represents your problem. Though light or heavy the problem, you either solve it or you don’t. There’s no need to try your best but to do your best.

**Thanks dear for cheering me up and giving me lots of advice & encouragement when I'm in the midst of many unhappy occassions

Lesson for Today (part 5)

each morning
I set forth a lesson
and
hoping you cling forth to listen
cause
keeping you happy is part of my celebration

My Favourite Rhyme :-)

It takes the mind to do the teaching
It takes the mouth to do the preaching
It takes the heart to do the touching
It takes time to do some soul searching
It's no fun to be waiting and watching
cause excitement lies in the chasing and catching
The thought of you set my heart dancing
It's your heart I wana reaching
I'm falling in love with Kong Yee Ching

Lesson for Today (part 4)

if your day seem dull and plain, (is Monday)
then you have my words to gain
and my efforts are never in vain.

then again I'm ain't here to explain,
but just keep you entertain.

Love...

Loving you was never easy...
Cause losing you was hard

Thinking of you I often do...
Forgetting you I seldom do

Darling, I'm on my way back:)
See you in a bit, muak!!

Lesson for Today (part 3)

whenever your phone go "beep beep"
your heart take a deep dip
you whip out your phone and peep a peek

your heart may flip
but your feet I will never let them slip

Weekends...

sometimes don't you wish life was less chaotic
then, again
who want a life as dead as mathematic
but,hey
if life was just like in the politics
things will all turn out too be horrific

haha..
thank GOD, is Friday:)

Lesson for Today (part 2)

if there's a season for rain and a reason for pain,

then

do I have to wait for a season or give a reason to sms you again?

Lesson for Today

if an APPLE a day keeps the doctor away

then

a SMS a day keeps me thinking of you each day:)

First

1st March 2007, a special date to remember cause I finally created a blog. I can now express my feeling and thought, share them with my friends:) Hooray!! I'm no longer a computer id*@%, I'm part of the y-generation. However, I do worry that with all the high-technology tools, 'bad people' will 'destroy' my system or...